Dear Friend:
“I’m 60% percent Scottish, my 5th gr8-Granpa made the weak ass decision to flee his home country bc of the potato famine and fled to Maine across the ocean.
To spite his cowardly decision I will relocate myself physically to return some semblance of his lineage, to his home land and I’m under the assumption that this decision would be one made in mutual agreement between us if he were to have any say in the matter, I’m sure he would understand and agree. Lol I might be crazy but I rly do plan to move to Gamrie Scotland and find a teaching position somewhere local or maybe take classes in Glasgow and even maybe live there if it’s reasonably affordable. I even want to restore the rightful Gaelic spelling of our last name on my birth certificate & hopefully start a family that will do right by our name and remember our lineage and all of us who came before and are yet to come.
But I’m aware that this perhaps unnatural understanding of Self and the importance of acknowledging and respecting our inherited traits given and passed down by the generations from before. I do this to hopefully in someway resolve the generational traumas, instilled upon my Ancestors from their own individual hardships. These hardships in deprivation sowed seeds of eternal recurrence which manifest in the propagated bloodlines as internal struggles and anxieties that persist to conflict our path of self understanding, the path of our ancestors that we are all told to keep walking and without question we must tirelessly continue. What we are as individuals cannot be ultimately determined by solely who we are now, but also the generational influence of the people who came before us in line, but are now so often-wrongly forgotten. After all, the point I wish to make here is that I might find some unusual sense of impiety within myself, to confront what might be seen as unseen traumas.
However, I assure you that these traumas are existent within all of us, as much as they are existent within myself. The only difference presently found between myself and those who do not feel the existential pressure I wish to describe, is that it may seem to the observer as though I might be prone to the exhaustion of Self, in search of some greater means of Direction which would seemingly guide my perspective in alignment towards a stronger and more concrete resonant understanding of the role that has been asked for me to play out in this lifetime. In regards to approaching the labor that would be required of oneself in order to be granted the agency required to tap into this Unseen reservoir of divine Knowledge.
Perhaps when we have become idled with our selves that our soul too, becomes restless. And that the substance that embodies this spirit is directly related to the substance that imbues itself within all dimensions of the properties that help build a foundation for Universal Law and divine governance. I say this to you now as a reminder to acknowledge these unseen pressures that drive your personal development and process of individuation, so that you may never find the fruits of your labor, unworthy of personal consumption, or that perhaps you know what it is that you must do, but cannot act. I wish to remind you of an even Realer moral fallacy, being within the Humans failure to seek out the cultivation of our driving forces. Most of us forget that it is Us and Us alone who must choose the nature of the Rewards from which we divulge into plundering. Commit acts, not in defiance of boredom, this alone can never be vanquished, instead behave in accordance with the Intuitive Force.
Let your own resolve become emboldened with Natures Reason, and thus flesh out any unnecessary obstacle that might arise to falter you along your path. It is NOT only once the final-destination has been reached that we are able to reap the rewards of our travels. No, instead, it is subject to the nature from which our environment and genetics become engaged with the external plane. These invisible, internal forces enact themselves upon our daily perceptions in effort to engage with the External, primordial Space-Time. In this way, we are granted the Free Will to experience life in totality of what it has for us to offer. It is within this discernment of Self control, do we become whole once more. Nature and Self are completely transformed by the other and the counterpart, in a state of limitless potentiality, energizes and drives these internal forces out into reality. Be mindful of the seeds that you plant both knowingly and unknowingly that sprout forth into the external.
These very seeds are what give rise to the fruit of mind that function only to suffice you and those you serve.”
∆Remember Us∆ 