
They say
some things.
And let go of the rest.
They kill themselves
and cry —
as if their fingers weren’t
on any kind of trigger.
They long for faith
then slaughter martyrs.
We live,
but we do not learn
without falling.
Still,
they say these fucking things.
Things.
Things.
What are you, Cameron,
besides these things?
What weight can you hold
without begging
to be held?
Cameron —
Who are they?
They scream through daylight
then hide in the marrow of night.
And so you wait,
waiting for them
to say more
things.
What is the moon,
without the sun to blame?
Who gave you this thirst for answers
and called it freedom?
If they are not beneath you,
are they above?
Fine.
Let them rule.
Give me commandments, then,
Overlord.
Drown me in your fire.
Anoint me with ash.
Suit me with wings
that fall mid-flight.
Kill me
with your precious stuff —
Let me drown
in the sea of my soul.
Let the iron rust
inside my veins.
Unplug confusion from my circuits.
Reconnect me.
Cleanse me.
Wholly.
Holy.