I can see now, when I read it back, how tangible my intense desperation may actually seem to someone without an enriched understanding of my approach or intention. It’s best visualized, imo, as a sort of pressure accumulated from the inherent value and alchemical reactions between the agencies and or forces of our collectively shared experience.
I can’t help but feel aware and in tune with an intuitive guiding hand. And with that being said, is the very hand that has time after time delivered my attention towards communicating my efforts and practice of my own personal Individuation of Self. I am, if nothing else assured, profoundly aligned with some other worldly frequency which has always guided my intuition and expanded the horizons of my psyche and moral principles. I am enveloped by the realizations found buried beneath the cataclysmic overload of information, provided to generations of Western classrooms which serve to only develop a capitalistic- minded consumer. The Deep State controls everything.
Throughout human history this Archetype of Human Psyche has manifested and conglomerated together, hiding behind the massive Curtain. It’s not hard to imagine this desire for immense control. This hierarchical framework exists within every perceivable human construct and system. There is always going to be an ever Bigger dog waiting around the angles in the alleyways of every shadowed fold, every fork picked road leads us even deeper down the hole. It’s a spiritual War Jon. I’m not saying this to feel panicked, I don’t believe our actual fundamental agencies of choice, given to us by God, are ever capable of being controlled, not even by us alone can we conquer every acre of our soul Journey, however, these manipulative, powerful forces from behind the scenes have insights and tools which allow for them to wage invisible wars. These wars are best interpreted or can be seen by given examples of deep shadow from within. And of course, such risk is forward into When I start to get an aspect of inherent truth which involves And even then it’s still not enough. In my mind I am probably thinking of and piecing so much information together behind the scenes which inform me to act accordingly. [For instance, you probably don’t realize how important of an event it was for me to hear my father mention over the phone one day that one of my friends approached him and that he had to have been able to have recognized him as my father, or that the resemblance seemed obvious to you? Never asked you about That but it’s stuck with me in many different, very complex and deeply rooted ways. Not sure if there is anything else to the story or if you even remember that happening {maybe i’m crazy and made it up} (btw my dad passed away while homeless in Bangor a couple yrs ago. From what I’ve gathered and can bring myself to accept, it was from an overdose on (what i assume was) Fentanyl + a combination of cold winter weather. The police report said that he basically passed out in a snowbank on drugs and entered too deep of a sleep to wake himself up and so he froze]]
Let’s pretend for the sake of this conversation, that we are both dead, (yes, still somehow able to communicate despite the mortal displacement, conversationally speaking of course) 300 years from today’s date, so that everyone we were given the privilege of walking alongside us On our way through, would too have since long passed Over. [I oftentimes have found it so, – that within this Handicapped perspective or estranged placement of Ego, [contextually speaking,] that it is much easier to detach from our Natural-tendency to recline or perhaps even Fold ourselves into the Dividends of our Unwarranted, sentient -Assertions of Self.
Once One has shared a Conscious-experience of Emotion, that very Stimuli itself does not simply dissolve or die off. Instead these Ideations are instead, essentially proactively evolving within the Internal Realms of the Avatar who is within themselves in possession of an Energetic Field that is/was able to resonate with aforementioned Ideations, or Essences.
Aha. Did you catch it Jake? I’ve tried with my Purest Vindication, to both embody and imbue within these words [and all others spoken] resonant frequencies to harbor deeper Altruistic Wisdoms.
All Those who willingly walk the path of Occultic or Esoteric enlightenment should Find themselves also encountered or stifled by a congruent Agency of Goodness, sent to lead them through the annals of Despair, resulting in the integrated acts of Divinity that compels us to act of or apart from what we are, in operative agreeance toward the direction of Kindness that must be evoked from within sounds of beckoning heard between the gaps of our crying. We spent time together.
What is Vitality but more time? Is this a good Act? To impart, however undeservingly or unprovoked, more allotted potentiality? Should we starve the masses to Horde for our own Communion? And then what Brothers? And then what mother? What is this place that we find ourselves being Devoured, and why is it that we too Must Devour some part of it to survive? And that very impulse exhibited a sense, of a corresponding-Urge to keep going.
Does the Engine not contradict its own motion? Would this Idea not be present and especially Able to be perceived as the means of transcendence, through piercing the veils of Universal Laws, resonating and channeling Altruistic Wisdoms can we withhold Spiritually Intact. Into the higher Planes of conscious where the Agency of spirit first become ethereal, a dominant fact being that all that is perceived is what’s been given by us, for us to perceive and only when we find ourselves in the Essential positions are we the most concerned with the blinding-truths of some Higher, extensive surroundings, such smothering winds.
[i’m sorry for the long winded msg for real. I do not wish to Lecture you or Rave about nonsensically. I only wish to ground your knowledge more-so Wholly and so that there is to be found, moving forward (if desired) only your tools of Soul Refinement.
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